Yeah, okay, I'm angry. Why am I angry? Well, because life's a fuckin BASTARD right now!
I worked on this new thing all day. Of course, I was doing other things, too, like checking dA for new messages and chatting with some people, and fangirling on tumblr and watching episodes of Enterprise, and so forth and forth. Anyway, I was working on this new thing, and it was completed. Completed. All it needed were another two brushes and an artist tag, and it was ready. And my bloody computer JUST TURNED ITSELF OFF, JUST LIKE THAT, ALL BY ITSELF! SO YES, I AM HYSTERIC!
*trying to calm down*
Yes, so I went outside at 22:30, and this is not wise considering the place I live in. But I needed coke. Actually, I need beer, but I have no money to buy myself a Heiny, and we have some Bulgarian stuff, but it's all crap, so yes, I went and bought coke and some meat, and now I'm going to watch more Enterprise and drink, and eat, and be grumpy. And I'm so sorry you all have to endure this, but my room-mate is out, and one of my best friends is hundreds of kilometers away, and the other best friend is THOUSANDS of kilometers away, and the third one is half a city away, and she's also sick, so I can't just call her and say "I'm pissed off, I'm angry, I'm hysteric, so bring some beer to my room and we'd watch Millenium and talk shit about Rooney Mara, and make dumbasses out of ourselves AGAIN." Yes, bastard, you know who you are, love you, too
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More
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Don't get upset over you laptop dying just before you finished a photomanipulation. I once told you that even though I'm an extremely impatient person, I learned to have at least some and you will do if you're living my kind of screwed up lifestyle. And since you know what shitty stuff I do constantly to my laptop, you should know that I'm already *and almost* used to it dying right when I'm about to be done with manips or writing or similar stuff.
Make yourself some tea and relax now. And FYI, YOU FUCKING FERRET, you can call me anytime to whine about something despite that I won't be able to cross over the capital 'cause of sickness.
Thank you
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